Dreaming A Day Away...
Just yesterday I was rushing to meet a deadline like crazy. Today, I'm slacking. Life's unpredictable. For more than half the day gone, and I've no work on my hands to get rid of. That's why I've found time to blog here:p When there's no work on my mind, I tend to dream my day away, haha! Pure enjoyment ~.^
What went on in my mind at times of dreaming were short clips, like a short movie running. Every smile, every grin, every expression, every move...to date, nothing can erase that memory. The snapshots remain forever...is it a true-love snapshot? I don't know. My heart still flutters.
"Few things in life are more frustrating than watching someone you love suffer." ~51313.blogspot.com
This was from one of the blogs my friend recommended. Interesting posts the author has in there:) There you have it, watching the one you love suffer and yet there's nothing you can do to help but watch. Mmm, maybe not someone I love...but like. *Love's too strong a word unless you're so sure of it.* Have you ever had this feeling? Well I had. Trying desperately to help alleviate the pain & reduce any hurt to the bare minimum, while frantically suppressing all emotions within myself so that I won't give myself away. Yet, the damage is still done. A truly miserable feeling. Sometimes you'd really wish you didn't love them, then you won't feel the pain they do. But...can humans ever stop loving?
Perhaps if my memory of this episode can be erased, I will stop reaching out to him. Like what Janice Wong mentioned in her online journal: "Forget about what it could have been and instead think of what it never was." If only I can do just that. Then again, if I can stop liking someone so easily, I wouldn't have fallen in the first place right? Liking someone doesn't mean to hold him as my prize possession, all I need to know is that he's happy and leading a blissful life with people he loves & needs. Best wishes to you:)
What went on in my mind at times of dreaming were short clips, like a short movie running. Every smile, every grin, every expression, every move...to date, nothing can erase that memory. The snapshots remain forever...is it a true-love snapshot? I don't know. My heart still flutters.
"Few things in life are more frustrating than watching someone you love suffer." ~51313.blogspot.com
This was from one of the blogs my friend recommended. Interesting posts the author has in there:) There you have it, watching the one you love suffer and yet there's nothing you can do to help but watch. Mmm, maybe not someone I love...but like. *Love's too strong a word unless you're so sure of it.* Have you ever had this feeling? Well I had. Trying desperately to help alleviate the pain & reduce any hurt to the bare minimum, while frantically suppressing all emotions within myself so that I won't give myself away. Yet, the damage is still done. A truly miserable feeling. Sometimes you'd really wish you didn't love them, then you won't feel the pain they do. But...can humans ever stop loving?
Perhaps if my memory of this episode can be erased, I will stop reaching out to him. Like what Janice Wong mentioned in her online journal: "Forget about what it could have been and instead think of what it never was." If only I can do just that. Then again, if I can stop liking someone so easily, I wouldn't have fallen in the first place right? Liking someone doesn't mean to hold him as my prize possession, all I need to know is that he's happy and leading a blissful life with people he loves & needs. Best wishes to you:)
♥ Tiny thots by Min Hui @ 4:08 PM
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