You're out..bye

I guess you're gone for good. Have been so busy with getting on with my life, not much of a life though...just FYP & mugging, that suddenly I realised...you've stopped coming to my mind, my thoughts. You just disappeared...which is good. There's no pain this time. Perhaps I'm already numb. Two years...it took me two years. At least the day has come. My heart has finally agreed to let you go for good. From trying so hard to retain your face in my memory..to struggling to pull that image out I wished I could just press a -delete- button and my memory of you is erased..to now. Your face seemed to be etched onto my mind all this while. So long. I don't know how I did it but I hope this time, you're gone for good. Goodbye.

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Love's such a puzzling issue. When you are deprived of it, you yearn for it. When you're blessed with it, love is taken for granted. Just happen to think of a friend..when one is hurt time & again by the same person, isn't it by nature to stop such iteration to save yourself from further pain and sorrow? No...apparently not everyone's capable of doing that when it comes to love. Love is really blind for some. I'll never want to be in this situation and I wouldn't allow myself to. Even if it's so, I'll wish all the rationalism I can gather within me be exercised. Is love really such a painful experience? If it's so, maybe I shouldn't even fall in love at all. LIfe goes on without it.