It's finally over!
Over and done with the sucky FYP presentation. Well, I was wearing an oversize shirt with an oversized pants. Haha, Yufen's cute cute junior was asking how come I'm wearing all oversized stuff. *Laughs* I don't even own a proper shirt to go for formal presentations and interviews. Guess I've gotta get at least a set real soon. Full time job hunting has officially commenced!! *Sad fact* Well well...presentation...I rehearsed it so many times, with Prof Butler and without Prof. Everything was delivered smoothly, points in coherence. All's going well until the end of presentation. My moderator, forever in a laughing mood, popped me just one question. I couldn't get to the answer he was exactly asking for. Then he beat round the bush again and asked for my answer again. *Smack* I just couldn't give him what he wanted! Prof Butler wanted to intercept for me..but was stopped by the moderator. Damned! I was so near yet so far. Overall, I came out not knowing to be happy or sad for my performance on the presentations. Prof Sandy surprisingly did not shoot me any questions like he always liked to do. No questions asked...no comments. *Now..is that a good or bad sign?* Apparently, he's quite pissed cos my report was given to him only during my presentation. Frankly, I don't care...as long as my grades aren't affected. *Practical woman huh?* Well done! The last battle of my 4 years in NTU's over. Now's left with amending the report for the hard bind one.
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Realised I'm seriously not good at consoling people. I'm dumb! Why can't I just do something better? I couldn't provide any solutions. I could only listen & give my assurance. I wanted to do better than just listening. Yeah, how can I make you feel better? Clueless...I guess you're equally clueless as well. I wished I can just help to lighten the load, minimise the pain & perhaps...just solve any problem? I know it's a tough period. But it will be over...it will, I hope. Time doesn't always heal, but it makes the pain more bearable. We get over things, don't let things get over us:)
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I'm looking forward to Redang! Getaway with sunbear & ZBB! Wheeee!!!
♥ Tiny thots by Min Hui @ 6:23 PM
3 Comments:
At 1:02 AM, May 11, 2006,
dReamEr said…
oh yeah!!!Over liao dun tk abt the stupid FYP liao la..haha..great relief its over isnt it?! should be feeling quite shuang3 now at home dun have that incessant bugging voice at the back of your mind buggin u to do fyp!!=P yeah~ *clap clap*
I think i got the same problem as you if not bigger problem than u regarding consoling pple.. Certain people are just so good at making their friends feel better by saying the right stuffs or doing the right things....but there exist people who really hope to lighten their load, share their pain...yet duno the means to, how to. For the useless mi here, i often choose to walk away as much as im desparate to help...
n i like ur last quote..=)
Have fun ger!! Have fun while we still can!! =)
At 11:27 AM, May 13, 2006,
Anonymous said…
hey girl, is me. im back in my hostel rm, preparin my fyp ppt. guess im the v last one to present. kinda quiet back here in hostel as everyone has moved back home, gone for hols, started work, etc.
pls dont say tat u cldnt help much.
u have helped me really a lot. cant imagine w/o u loking after my sch stuff, my mind will definitely not be at ease.
givin me a listening ear is the best consolation i wanted. everything happen too sudden, i myself dont noe hw to react. pls dont say u feel helpless, ok? :)
he was healthy, happy, no stress, no worries, but the least expected news happen.
this happen to me, and can happen to anyone (touch wood of cos). i read thru ur blogs and i can see you r really a filial daughter! envy envy.. :)
there r v few pple who r filial to their parents nowadays, all in the pursue of establishing careers, earning big bucks, buying big house, better quality of OWN life. but they forget their roots.
read u r gg redang..when u r leaving? u deserve a good break after muggin for so long! do let down ur hair n have lotsa fun. let me noe when u r back..
:P
At 7:42 PM, May 14, 2006,
Min Hui said…
Hey YongLiang, thanx for dropping by my bloggy. I think I'm still kind of far from being a true blue filial daughter. Well well..more to learn:) I do get lost in the midst of the paper chase tt I neglect what's essentially important in life. I've got signs of a workaholic. Bad bad..haha!
Glad you're getting on fine now:)
Redang trip...I'm leaving on the 19th:) Yup..hope to relax a bit before the serious stuff sets in again. Hee. Take care & don't miss me too much:p I'll be back!
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