Ponder

Mixed feelings. Was on duty at the Career 2007 last Sunday. Overwhelming responds received. Tired after the whole event but felt rather fortunate to be one of those standing in the booth recruiting people and introducing to people - my company, my job, what there is to offer them as a career, rather than the one seeking a job.

I should count myself lucky, to have a job waiting for me to do, to be able to complain once in a while about how stress work can be, to have a chance to dread about moday blues at the thought of starting a work week, to have income every month for myself and the family. Yet on the other side of the mind, I'm wondering is this what it's meant to be? Is this what I'm really for.

Inferior complex at work sometimes. Fire of ambition burning at times. A tinge of complacency at times. Impatience for a breakthrough lurking. Resistance or fear to move out of comfort zone, peer influence and all. Oh well..weaknesses. I guess I'm still in search of my direction. Where do I want to head? What's my life to be?