Are you game?

I'm still trying to understand the rules of the game. Never seem to be able to be a star player in this. I don't even want to get involved if I've a choice. I won't ever want to be a star player in this. Whatever for?!

What are people fighting for? A prestige...a status...recognition or fame? Where did all the integrity and ethics go when people start evading problems, shirking responsibilities or simply play tai-chi by pushing a shitty situation to someone that happen to wanna help people out of the bad situation. Throwing up their hands saying "I don't know" and "It's not my job" is the safest way to cover their ass. Well done!

Somehow or rather...I have to get used to playing this game, whether I like it or not. The game of survival. Trying not to play a part in it but learning to protect myself and people around me...not to be taken advantage of in the working world. How scheming can people get. It really doesn't pay to be too kind at times...it'll only land yourself in deep shit. The world...has it mutated? Or am I just starting to recognise it and come to terms with it?



忙碌似乎是这城市最熟悉的旋律。在匆忙之中，却感觉这个城市好孤单,好陌生。失去自我，背叛良心，摧残自尊，难道这就叫做身不由己，无可厚非，还是成长的过程？人到底在忙什么，追什么，争什么？忙于盲，究竟分得清吗？