Lost Bummer
It's scary to lose touch with your emotions. Can't sense how I feel anymore...not even my likes and dislikes. Where to head now? Where's the right direction? Am I just compelling my mind to attune to "Yes. Engineering is my cup of tea." or is it really my interest? This journey of search is taking longer than I expected. It's as if there is a compass but I just don't know which is the path I wanna take, don't even know my destination. I'm a lost soul for now...lost bummer to be exact.
♥ Tiny thots by Min Hui @ 5:36 PM
2 Comments:
At 10:57 PM, June 15, 2006,
Anonymous said…
Hi lost bummer..
guess these few days u r feeling lousy in the midst of job hunting. so tot of dropping by to give you some moral support, though i dont noe is it useful. hee..
during this period u start to question urself - ur strength, ur ability, ur interest... but dont doubt ur faith.
ur faith to find a job tat suits ur interest, match ur capability, offer a reasonable pay, provide a healthy environment. though it may sound too idealistic..haa. but jus keep the faith strong!
though i dont noe u v long... jus share something which i discover in u.. organised, efficient, systematic, resourceful.. haha sounds like a typical supply chain engineer. frm first impression, desk bound jobs doesnt seem ur type.
i will jus pray for u, like wat u have done for me during my crisis, to be able to find a job in no time.. wanna hear n see the cheerful chibi back agn. u will rite.. im sure u will.
liangz
At 12:12 PM, June 16, 2006,
Min Hui said…
Hey Liangz, thanks for dropping by=) How's everything over at your side. I'm just caught up in a vicious cycle..questions are forever unanswered in my mind and it will keep resurfacing. Yup, you're right that desk bound jobs aren't my type. But perhaps the people that you have to deal with in engrg could be a total different ball game too, not my usual comfort zone. Though I'm trying to adapt to things beyond my comfort zone..career's going to be a long term thing. At least 2 to 3 years for the first job? So don't wanna make a terribly wrong move. Bleah...i'm blabbering away agn:p Maybe just getting into an engrg job and seeing how it goes could be the only way to find out the answer, whether I'm suited for it. *shrug*
Hee, thanks for the compliments. I'm not sure if I'm what you described. Haha! I will be back..just not sure when it will be. Finding a job shouldn't be a problem but getting a career of what I want is. Well well...I'll just keep thinking for now. Thanks lots really:)
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